Random Rant...

         Hi!!! :D well im just so chipper today. You probably don't even want to hear me rant but ummmm.... ask me if i care! Had THE greatest time yesterday *blush*. i'll try to make this quick as possible...

         So i went to see Master yesterday. i left a little later than i wanted to but that was do to the fact that i had to run errands for my mom. When i got to His house, He hugged me and told me how beautiful i looked. i swear He always makes me feel so good about myself, always throwing some comments at me that make me blush. I wore leggings, black knee high boots, a grey and black leopard print shirt with a grey hat. I even wore a leopard print bra for Him, on account of thats among His favorite things to look at. i started braiding His hair, which by the way is growing in leaps and bounds. im pretty sure it took about an hour and a half but that could have been due to the fact that W/we were watching ummm.. Cross-Country Pimpin Pt. 4??? i think that's what it was. After an hour and a half of "nhamtalmbouts", "ya feel me's" "yaamzains" and "chuuuuurchs' ", W/we were off to The Cheesecake factory in Towson. Just wow. Service/Food was outstanding, except for the guy that opened the door to smoke bringing in all that gat damn cold air (we were seated right next to an exit door) it was good. My drinks made me wanna slap someone and both our waiters, Jontrell and "Touched by an angel" (we forgot his name... He was a ghey but he was soooooo sweet) were the most helpful people ever. Master enjoyed Himself and that is what's most important. W/we walked from the "premium" section of the mall were the Tiffany's, Louis Vuitton, and Crate and Barrel to the "common folk" side to go to Spencer's, which was boring.. they ain't have anything i liked. W/we left to go to our favorite chill bar/sushi spot, RA. i really don't want to talk about it but service sucked, drinks sucked... none of O/our favorite bartenders or waitresses were there... it was almost like it was a completely different spot. Made me wish we had stayed at The Cheesecake factory. I was very upset at that waste of money but Master told me to ignore it and He promised to make things up to me (Oh did He ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!). i had a "yeah right" face but as usual, He found a way to make me smile.

          W/we got back to the crib and wrestled around a bit... well alot. Its always fun when W/we spar and fuck each other up. He got the box (no pun intended) and told me to choose something to play with. Of course being the bitch that i am, i chose the leash. He commanded me to get on my knees and proceeded with our mini ritual for the placement of my collar around my neck. He bent me over the chair, made me poke my ass out, and spanked me with a belt until i used my safe word. i really wanted more mentally but my body couldn't take much more. He allowed me to lick, kiss, and suck on His neck, which i take pride in doing. i got on my knees at His command and sucked, licked, and kissed His Dick because He deserved it all. More touching, pulling, grabbing and i was commanded to get on the bed with my legs spread... *blush* im just gonna fast forward a few hours and let you know that a day later, my pussy is still throbbing. He is fuckin amazing. No one man should have all that power lol. Im not even over exaggerating right now. im really at loss for words. He was hittin places i never even knew i had. he was pulling my hair and whispering in my ear... wait..wait..

       im sorry... my flashbacks are so intense. im so lucky to be His property. W/we laid together for.. i don't even know how long just breathing together and engaging and maintaining O/our power exchange. Its awesome how W/we can initiate power exchange without even having sex. that is how strong O/our bond is. Its scary because its so good but even scarier ( in a good way ) because W/we are still growing and learning.. *sigh* give me a moment... Then i sat on His lap and he rubbed my clit until i squirted *faints*.

     ........ i have what bitches look for their whole lives... i wont let it slip away. Ever.

Gorean Lifestyle

            Gorean Lifestyle originates from author John Norman. His philosophy of this lifestyle was brought to life by way of the many books he wrote during his career. In short, Gorean Lifestyle did not necessarily is about the "natural order" of life, the way life was supposed to be. It is not about Master/slave relationships but more about the natural Dominance of males and natural submission for women. Gorean life today is promoted through mainstream media as a very serious and crucial life of a Master and a slave but its true meaning is not so.

         Gorean Lifestyle can be incorporated into BDsm. In my opinion, it would be the natural submission from a female to a male, but more Master/slave than Dominant/submissive. Gorean generally requires a 24/7, live in environment, not just sessions or every once in awhile. Both Gorean and BDsm cultures can share and exchange ideals but they are not to be confused with each other.
        

Everything has a purpose....

            So I guess this is my first OFFICIAL entry.. Thanks for passing through.. i currently have ONE follower... myself lol its all good though. Actually, the reason why i am doing this is because i want to better myself as a sub to my Master. Lately i have been not been as focused as i was when i first began this "thing W/we have". In the beginning things are always good, going the way one would want it to but after awhile you (not per se) get comfortable. You don't dress the same, have the same conversations.. the need to impress kinda goes out the window because you figure " Why work for something I already have?". Unfortunately that was an attitude that overcame me and the only time i decided to work harder was when i was threatened to be replaced, which should not be. But to make a long story short, I decided to do research on how I could become a better sub. I ran into http://www.submissiveguide.com/ which gave great info... (i will go into details about certain subjects on other posts) The one article that caught my eye was the one that said that a sub should keep a diary. Its a good way to state your feelings, every day occurrences, just random things. You could start by stating your purpose, why your in a bdsm relationship and what you expect to gain and what u are willing to give. A sub should either talk it over with their Master/ Dom for any specific directions on how to make entries or it can be somewhat of a surprise that can be given as a gift when complete to show your Master/ Dom how far you have came in your development as a person.

             So i decided to start this journey through the development of the blog. This blog will be my diary in which I will state my question comments and concerns... I find it easier to write then to talk about things which is really not a good trait because my Master get very frustrated when I don't communicate with him.. so hope fully this will help me to become better. There is so much I cant wait to talk about... but later for that.. i don't wanna get to excited then run out of topics :) 

~** Peace **~