So I guess this is my first OFFICIAL entry.. Thanks for passing through.. i currently have ONE follower... myself lol its all good though. Actually, the reason why i am doing this is because i want to better myself as a sub to my Master. Lately i have been not been as focused as i was when i first began this "thing W/we have". In the beginning things are always good, going the way one would want it to but after awhile you (not per se) get comfortable. You don't dress the same, have the same conversations.. the need to impress kinda goes out the window because you figure " Why work for something I already have?". Unfortunately that was an attitude that overcame me and the only time i decided to work harder was when i was threatened to be replaced, which should not be. But to make a long story short, I decided to do research on how I could become a better sub. I ran into http://www.submissiveguide.com/ which gave great info... (i will go into details about certain subjects on other posts) The one article that caught my eye was the one that said that a sub should keep a diary. Its a good way to state your feelings, every day occurrences, just random things. You could start by stating your purpose, why your in a bdsm relationship and what you expect to gain and what u are willing to give. A sub should either talk it over with their Master/ Dom for any specific directions on how to make entries or it can be somewhat of a surprise that can be given as a gift when complete to show your Master/ Dom how far you have came in your development as a person.
So i decided to start this journey through the development of the blog. This blog will be my diary in which I will state my question comments and concerns... I find it easier to write then to talk about things which is really not a good trait because my Master get very frustrated when I don't communicate with him.. so hope fully this will help me to become better. There is so much I cant wait to talk about... but later for that.. i don't wanna get to excited then run out of topics :)
~** Peace **~
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