The Big Bang Theory

        

        Ever had a moment when you experienced sheer pleasure enveloping and consuming you till u can't stand it?? I have.. It was This past Tuesday. Long version or the short version? Ok ill give u the in between version....


         Soooo i got a text from my ex- bestie (we fell out years ago but we cool now) to have a quick lunch date. It was my first time seeing her in almost 7 years. We met at Starbucks for a while. Caught up on old times, talked about new times. We didn't get too deep into convo as she snuck out from work but it was good catching up. We said out goodbyes. i made the drive to see Master. Picked Him up and went to do his hair. W/we sat outside in the busy intersection that had all kinds of people walking around enjoying the weather. Master sat as i braided his hair and W/we talked a little. i always zone out when i do hair for some reason.... Like i get hypnotized. Then this bald headed white comes up to us and says something like " Hey... You think you can do my hair like that next??", while rubbing the top of his head. i laugh and say "i'll see what i can do. " Its funny, every time i do Master's hair in a public place, there is always a token bald dude that wants braids lol. It never fails. Anyway, i finish 3/4 of Master's hair. We decide to move to avoid getting a parking ticket. W/we this ubercool music store, Sound Garden. It has any and everything a music lover could want. W/we look around a bit, left and went to a park to finish Master's hair. We sat in front of a fountain. The weather was so nice but it was windy so every now and then, we would get a blast of water that blew on us from the strong winds. Master said it was like being on a water ride. i finished his hair, sat on his lap, and we just sat n enjoyed the sites. W/we left there and went to another park. There we sat and just enjoyed each others company (again) Master gave me a massage while i sat on the bench, W/we cracked jokes, i read his ninja books, we watched the bad ass kids play in the playground, we talked some more, He let me sit on his lap and whisper things in his ear :) He tried to grope me and people walked by but tried to play it off ( haha) we sat and sat until the sun started to set. We overlooked the city skyline and at that point it was like nothing else in the world mattered at that moment except us and out Oneness. It started getting cold. W/we went to our favorite sushi bar (even though neither of us sushi), ordered or favs, He told me i looked pretty under the ambiance of the red lighting (I blushed) we ate (I don't remember chewing.. i was that hungry) had some sake with this terrible beer. W/we sent it back and got our usual: Tsunami Punch, a fish bowl filled with all our liquor favs. i was nice though... Not drunk. We left n went to The mansions. We shared feelings, good and bad. Pleasure and pain. The pain led to pleasure. Pleasure lead to cosmic explosions.... *sigh* His touch, His voice, His caress.. The way he held me and whispered in my ears.. He made me soooo wet that even i was surprised. They way he stroked my pussy was amazing. Penetration was sheer delight. W/we were these two forces that had suddenly collided into the great energy that just continued to grow and grow. How many times we exploded?? i lost count. We did it until out bodies screamed no but our minds begged yes. He made love to my mind, body, and soul. i felt his energy and power overcome and consume me and i accepted in. It felt so good. i wish everyone could feel that feeling. The moment where sex is more than just fucking. When emotions are involve partners first seduce the minds of each other; the end result being what Master was so gracious in showing me.

        i hated to leave Him, but we all know all good things must come to an end. i hope for the day when  good times will never end....

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Lower than low..

         i hate the way i have been feeling lately. i hate life as it is. Just one negative after negative. He is mad because i won't communicate. i don't know how. i'm just numb at this point. Just like looking at a face and not being able to tell a person's emotion. Like a blank piece of paper. i hate going to see Him sometimes. Only because we have such am awesome time together, its like an escape from reality. And when I leave him, its back to the real world. And i don't ever want to come back to reality. i have a lot to say but I don't know how to. i also feel that everyone has problems so what makes me so special? i don't want to seem like i'm whining. i don't know.. i just feel like my problems are a waste of time to tell.. Someone always has it worse somewhere in the world. *sigh*


... i'm in drone mode again.... Like a robot. Work, eat, sleep.. Work eat sleep.. Going through the motions. Work seven days a week.... Keep my mind of emotions i can stand to face. Always stay busy so i won't have time to think. Watch TV till i fall asleep so i won't think about the bad stuff.. If that don't work, have a few drinks or take a pill.. Yea.. That's make me fall asleep faster but its so hard to wake up in the morning...


Oh.. My clothes are done drying...


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Happy Birthday!

      i'm old. 27. i'm thankful to see another year but i'm scared of getting old for some reason. My birthday has passed almost a month ago, but it was so fun i wanted to blog it.


      Master spent it with me. i picked him up and W/we were off. Checked into an Aloft hotel. It was nice, modern looking. W/we were on the first floor right next to the bar. Master looked pleased so i was good. i think we fucked twice within the first 5 minutes we were there :) Well, i was exaggerating, but we attempted to be celibate for the few weeks leading up to my birthday. ( FAIL) So W/we pretty much jumped each others bones. He yanked my dress up, touched me they way i loved to be touched, pinched and sucked my nipples, wrapped his hands around my neck and fucked me hard. Then W/we carried it to the shower, Which was crazy nice. Hot and steamy. So many positions. i enjoyed sucking His dick on my knees with the water cascading off of the both of us. W/we were in the so long W/we couldn't breathe but it was crazy and felt so fuckin good. The first night W/we just chilled. W/we went to Fridays and ordered our favorite, Jack Daniels Chicken, ate at the hotel, and had a few drinks at the bar in our hotel. Hands down.. The bartender, who was super cool, made U/us the best drinks we have came across in a long time. He put something special in it cuz W/we were twisted and didn't have that many drinks, lol. Oh yea let me not forgot the part where Master and i were play fighting lol. W/we had to be going at it for about and hour and a half or so. He calls it Slapfest. i got mine in and He did to. W/we used to spar all the time so this was a good refresher. He kept getting me in my weak spots and i got him in his. But W/we pretty much called it a night.. i really didn't want to go out or anything because i was so tired from work. i just wanted to spend as much time as i could with my Master. W/we had some more intimate moments and crashed.

       The next day W/we went to.. The Range! W/we have been waiting for the longest to go. i found a pretty nice one. i had my own piece. W/we got our eyes, ears, and targets. Master got a .38. Wwe had fun shooting. i gave Master a few pointers and W/we took turns on the lane. He's a good shot... If u talking head shots lol. i was good with my body shots. Then W/we switched guns.. i don't like .38s; Too much effort just to pull the trigger. Had fun though. W/we left and then went laser tagging which was fun. We played a couple games with some other random kids. W/we got hot and sweaty tagging each other. For some reason... i don't know how but them kids always got the higher rankings : / W/we need to have a plan of action for next time. But it was really fun. W/we ate at Panera Bread and had this awesome green tea/ lemonade mix. Hit up Walmart to see if W/we could find some cool things i could use to take a new picture for my twitter profile. That was a fail so we left. Went back to the hotel.. It was raining. W/we smoked.. Felt so good. Went back to the room and hooked up the Xbox to play Grand Theft Auto- San Andreas. Master likes LOVES that game sooo much.. His excitement when the "loading" screen game on was so entertaining!! It was like he was 8 and got the game for Christmas. Lol>> He did everything except run around screaming.. (wait.. did He?!)  i was just happy he was happy. He played and I attempted to watch but my body was burning with desire to have him touch me. i felt like every nerve in my body was on fire.. He touched me, rubbed his hands up and down my body and massaged my soul. Felt like a million hands were all over me. He makes me feel sooooo good.. W/we played around some more, he went back to the game.. Showed me some cool stuff on it.. Played good music on it lol we was jammin to some Andre3000. But with all that feel good shit.. The best thing i got was collared. Yep. Me! i had to say my devoted affirmation which I had some trouble recalling, partially cuz i was under the influence but He helped my through it. He requested that i show him all my submissive positions and he was very impressed :) Called me a transformer because i knew many that he did not. He is so sweet. Did i mention he gave me a gift each night we were at the hotel? The first night he gave me a bluetooth. Second night my collar. W/we fucked until our bodies screamed "Stop!" It felt really good going to sleep by his side. His body is so warm and inviting. i slept like a baby.

         The third and final day, i was kinda sad the vacation was nearing an end but we checked into a Sheraton hotel that holds alot of memories for U/us. Master was surprised but i thought he was faking it. Our room was smaller but overall it was still nice.. not as nice asAloft bur still. Master bought me a charger for my cell phone which i really needed. We didn't really do anything special.. just lounged around. i don't really remember why but i caught a attitude for something. i don't know why i did but im certain that it was something stupid.  i think 75% of the reason is because i wasted the rest of my cash on this nasty ass carry out food. It really pissed me off.. The food was so fuckin greasy, my rice box had a hole in the bottom that i didn't see until i got to the bottom of the box. i wanted to just throw the fuck up. Master got some never ending chicken nuggets. He ate some that night and the next day, more appeared in the container....... Yea.. that's what I said. Master got on my case but it was my fault. He then gave me my third and final gift which was a trophy that read my name (which i wont tell you lol ) and " Superwoman of the year- 2010" i was really at loss for words. Ever had a moment where time just seemed to stop? Yea i was caught in the Matrix. All i could do was cry. He just continues to show me so much love and how much he cares for me. He always pays attention to the little things that other people overlook. I hugged him for maybe ten minutes. He also gave me our Punisher shirt that i now use to sleep in. We smoked. i went in the shower. Master came in and closed the door. He started saying all these random things that he said wasn't supposed to be scary but i don't know because he was scaring he shit out of me!! lol!! to me i felt like he was tyring to conjure up Bloody Mary or The Bogeyman or some shit. His voice was all deep and scary! hahahahahaa!! i ran out the shower soooo fast it wasn't funny.. i don't even think i turned the water off. W/we were crackin up for at least an hour off that. W/we cuddled, watched TV and went to sleep. The next morning and got ready to leave. Master but my collar on and W/we did a a little "scene action". More of the good shit.. you already know....



          Unfortunately all good things must come to an end. i'm Thankful that i was able to spend much needed time with Him....

          More to come.... :D



SUPERWOMAN OF THE YEAR - 2010



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Mistress Me

        I have been approached by a Dom via twitter that thinks I'm a good submissive. So much so that he has "sent" his two subs to me for advise. I felt kinda special that people are admiring my "sub behaviors". Of course all that is because of Master and what he has taught me so I really can't take the credit. Anyways, the two young ladies are new to the lifestyle. Of course I suggested my blog. I also gave them some authors that my Master suggested to me some time ago. The subs asked me questions that I expected they would. In the end, they were satisfied and still contact me from time to time with questions, comments, or concerns. I feel good helping others. Always makes my day :)


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