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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Random Rant...

         Hi!!! :D well im just so chipper today. You probably don't even want to hear me rant but ummmm.... ask me if i care! Had THE greatest time yesterday *blush*. i'll try to make this quick as possible...

         So i went to see Master yesterday. i left a little later than i wanted to but that was do to the fact that i had to run errands for my mom. When i got to His house, He hugged me and told me how beautiful i looked. i swear He always makes me feel so good about myself, always throwing some comments at me that make me blush. I wore leggings, black knee high boots, a grey and black leopard print shirt with a grey hat. I even wore a leopard print bra for Him, on account of thats among His favorite things to look at. i started braiding His hair, which by the way is growing in leaps and bounds. im pretty sure it took about an hour and a half but that could have been due to the fact that W/we were watching ummm.. Cross-Country Pimpin Pt. 4??? i think that's what it was. After an hour and a half of "nhamtalmbouts", "ya feel me's" "yaamzains" and "chuuuuurchs' ", W/we were off to The Cheesecake factory in Towson. Just wow. Service/Food was outstanding, except for the guy that opened the door to smoke bringing in all that gat damn cold air (we were seated right next to an exit door) it was good. My drinks made me wanna slap someone and both our waiters, Jontrell and "Touched by an angel" (we forgot his name... He was a ghey but he was soooooo sweet) were the most helpful people ever. Master enjoyed Himself and that is what's most important. W/we walked from the "premium" section of the mall were the Tiffany's, Louis Vuitton, and Crate and Barrel to the "common folk" side to go to Spencer's, which was boring.. they ain't have anything i liked. W/we left to go to our favorite chill bar/sushi spot, RA. i really don't want to talk about it but service sucked, drinks sucked... none of O/our favorite bartenders or waitresses were there... it was almost like it was a completely different spot. Made me wish we had stayed at The Cheesecake factory. I was very upset at that waste of money but Master told me to ignore it and He promised to make things up to me (Oh did He ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!). i had a "yeah right" face but as usual, He found a way to make me smile.

          W/we got back to the crib and wrestled around a bit... well alot. Its always fun when W/we spar and fuck each other up. He got the box (no pun intended) and told me to choose something to play with. Of course being the bitch that i am, i chose the leash. He commanded me to get on my knees and proceeded with our mini ritual for the placement of my collar around my neck. He bent me over the chair, made me poke my ass out, and spanked me with a belt until i used my safe word. i really wanted more mentally but my body couldn't take much more. He allowed me to lick, kiss, and suck on His neck, which i take pride in doing. i got on my knees at His command and sucked, licked, and kissed His Dick because He deserved it all. More touching, pulling, grabbing and i was commanded to get on the bed with my legs spread... *blush* im just gonna fast forward a few hours and let you know that a day later, my pussy is still throbbing. He is fuckin amazing. No one man should have all that power lol. Im not even over exaggerating right now. im really at loss for words. He was hittin places i never even knew i had. he was pulling my hair and whispering in my ear... wait..wait..

       im sorry... my flashbacks are so intense. im so lucky to be His property. W/we laid together for.. i don't even know how long just breathing together and engaging and maintaining O/our power exchange. Its awesome how W/we can initiate power exchange without even having sex. that is how strong O/our bond is. Its scary because its so good but even scarier ( in a good way ) because W/we are still growing and learning.. *sigh* give me a moment... Then i sat on His lap and he rubbed my clit until i squirted *faints*.

     ........ i have what bitches look for their whole lives... i wont let it slip away. Ever.

Gorean Lifestyle



            Gorean Lifestyle originates from author John Norman. His philosophy of this lifestyle was brought to life by way of the many books he wrote during his career. In short, Gorean Lifestyle did not necessarily is about the "natural order" of life, the way life was supposed to be. It is not about Master/slave relationships but more about the natural Dominance of males and natural submission for women. Gorean life today is promoted through mainstream media as a very serious and crucial life of a Master and a slave but its true meaning is not so.

         Gorean Lifestyle can be incorporated into BDsm. In my opinion, it would be the natural submission from a female to a male, but more Master/slave than Dominant/submissive. Gorean generally requires a 24/7, live in environment, not just sessions or every once in awhile. Both Gorean and BDsm cultures can share and exchange ideals but they are not to be confused with each other.
        

Friday, January 7, 2011

Square 1

         Hope this year is prosperous for you. i didn't get to bring my new year in with Master but it's ok because i did see him last night. i kinda suprised Him... Gave Him something sweet ;p.  Neway i usually don't make resolutions. But i will commit myself to being a better bitch. i am goin to learn to control my attitude and anger better. i will accept contructive critism better and realize people tell me what's right so i can be better and not because they like pointing out my faults. Awww .. My eyes r watering..there goes a tear. Don't ask y cuz i don't know. i'm ready to forget last years pain and push forward. Master is always there for me. Can't thank Him enough. So relentless and always sacrificing for me. i will try to express my gratitude better too.



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